Friday, April 29, 2011

Life is goes on even though the reason arnt good enough ?

Qoute people say is " stop trying be someone your not "
Well newsflash some people don't me to ? Its hard when they see how there friends are so perfect and they think they just some ugly person whos unwanted and they just try to be like there friend so they can fit in and feel loved for once or maybe they have problems at home and is just trying act as the  strong one not the attention seeker!
Most people dont know what goes on in there friends life cos 1 if they keep talking about it they get judge and called an attention seek 2 If they try to act like there friend to fit in they get called a try hard or get told stop trying be someone your not. 3 They wear not good brands maybe cos there famiy going through a tough time ? 4 people should think twice before they judge and call people things cos some people are going through hell and top of that they have people saying shit about them spreading shit on formspring !
People cant judge me and said im talking about myelf in this post cos im not im talking for everyone here and yes i may have gone through some shit like that but hasent anyone?
People make mistakes and regret it after they did it! People don't forgive and makes the other person upsett and then they soon start be depress cos they think their life is ruined forever.

Well all i know at momment is i do actually hate my life and i might not be perfect but im changing my ways :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

.Things happen for a reason ? But sometimes the reason arnt good enough?

Memories are just memories but how do we know we mean it? After the post i just saw about what happen to my friend just shattered me to bits </3 I just cant believe this happen to her and I miss her so much cos she has changed so much over something litte; It just shows how much people don't care , This hurted her so much..

I will miss your smile,your laugh , you compliments and you going high over one little word; those were the days before all this shit happen! Girl stay strong, Gonna be hard but I know one day you be bacak to yourself and it be like higgens all over again.


So yeah alchol is to blame in this situation, So it changes people and when they find someone special and that someone special breaks there heart! Like wow you probaly think this is just a typical teenager but its not ! This changed my friend so much and now she alway upsett or angry? Never talks like she use to like WTF happen ? Blame it on alchol and boys! Maybe if that someone special didnt break her heart everything would of been good now, But he didnt believe, he believed other ppls word for hers like how low can you get! yeah so she might been drinking and lost control but you should believed her and her bestfriend cos i knew she was in love with you and the note that angela made you should of knew how much she loved you and you should of had faith in her and trusted her! I agree with everything Angela said and I think you should try change this now cos look at her she pushed away her good friends! and when she pushed her good friends away they have changed to and I especially hate this cos I miss chilling with you peoples! Guess higgens were the day and im happy we had that day! it was truley amazing <3

Loveyou<3